12 MORE SLEEPS

The closer July 22nd gets, the more excited I get. It feels like the days can't go by fast enough. At the same time, every day that passes, it means I am one more day closer to having to say goodbye to my boys (all three of them). If I think about it too much, I can feel a panic setting in. I have never before felt so conflicted. So excited to leave, but devastated to leave.

I set up Skype on Brad's computer today. So at least I will get to "see" them. I think that will help tremendously. I know they will be fine, and hardly notice I am gone. That helps too. I hope after the initial goodbye, we will be so busy and excited, the time will fly by.  That's what I am telling myself anyway.