I know this is silly, but I thought about that little girl all weekend. It just made me think. Obviously, I have no idea why the father left so abruptly, but he came back. Her mom was just a few feet from her. She was ok the whole time, but she didn't know that. In her little heart, everything she knew ran out of that store in an instant. In her little heart was breaking. It just made me think about Willa. Not only will she experience this - she will have to experience it twice.
Her mom or dad left her somewhere. She could have been that two year old. The two year old that in an instant her world came to an end. Abandoned. Her mom didn't rush to her to comfort her and tell her that it's going to be ok. She was just left. Then she was taken to an orphanage. She once again, has to learn to trust and find comfort in her surroundings. Then one day, in the not so distant future, she will be left again. She will be put in the arms of strangers and her world as she knows it will come to an end.
Now in her little mind, she doesn't know that it will be the very last time. She doesn't know that she will finally be coming home - never to be abandoned again. All she will know is everything and everyone familiar will be gone.
It is a wonder that these children ever overcome their abandonments. How resilient there little hearts must be. Even though I know that we will be giving Willa a good life - it still breaks my heart at what she will be leaving behind. Her family. Her country. Her culture. She will experience such a loss in such a little amount of time. No one should ever have to endure what these children endure.
I couldn't stop thinking about it... then something else happened... it was like the Lord was showing me a story in stages this weekend. I was sitting at the kids flag football game on Saturday. I was just people watching when I saw my friends little girl (4 years old, adopted from China) running in my direction with a huge smile on her face. Then I saw her daddy going toward her - he scooped her up in his arms and she beamed. She laid her head on his shoulders and just smiled - absorbing his love and comfort.
So yeah, these kids do lose everything they know - their worlds are turned upside down. But we serve a redeeming God! He gives us beauty from ashes!
...to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of joy
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.
He redeems them! He gives them hope for a future! You know, honestly, how many times does he do the same for us? Praise Jesus for his mercies!