Saturday, January 5, 2013


I know my posting has been sporadic at best. Honestly, this blog is just a painful reminder for me of what failed. Every time I have come here to start a post, I have found myself with nothing to say. There is too much hurt. Too much pain in knowing what will never be.

I thought time healed all wounds - that's what we've always been told, right? Well, that is not the truth. Here I am over a year later and it is just as painful today as it was then.

I am going to blog more. I do think it's therapeutic for me. Plus, I have a lot of catching up to do. I never told you guys about my time in China in April. I need to tell you how my heart was forever changed on that trip.

I also need to tell you all the thoughts in my mind about the latest teachings I have received under my cousin, Shane. Such profound thoughts, such absolute deliverance.

Thank you to everyone that has stuck around. I really appreciate it!

1 comment:

tara. said...

I read a quote today that said, "When God closes a door, I will praise Him in the hallway."
I have been waiting to share it with you all day, and then I saw you blogged.
I am so very happy that your heart is broken still. There will probably always be a small hole there.
Love you.