I know my posting has been sporadic at best. Honestly, this blog is just a painful reminder for me of what failed. Every time I have come here to start a post, I have found myself with nothing to say. There is too much hurt. Too much pain in knowing what will never be.
I thought time healed all wounds - that's what we've always been told, right? Well, that is not the truth. Here I am over a year later and it is just as painful today as it was then.
I am going to blog more. I do think it's therapeutic for me. Plus, I have a lot of catching up to do. I never told you guys about my time in China in April. I need to tell you how my heart was forever changed on that trip.
I also need to tell you all the thoughts in my mind about the latest teachings I have received under my cousin, Shane. Such profound thoughts, such absolute deliverance.
Thank you to everyone that has stuck around. I really appreciate it!